Friday, February 9, 2018

Unfulfilled dream

Hi,,, Today I'll write about my unfulfilled dreams.... I'm sure we all have one/some/many dreams unfulfilled for reasons that we could not control.

I was born in a poor family and my family consists of my Parents, Dad was a Taxi Driver and Mom an housewife.... We are Four Brothers and a Sister. Sister is the eldest, happily married and settled down, next comes my elder Brother, followed by me, both of us are married and happy.  The younger Brothers both are Bachelors.

Our Parents somehow managed to feed us whatever they could in their capacity and send us to good convent school, Except for my Sister, we Brothers were not so studious and never excelled in studies.... Not that we did not try to study, there was some problem with our memory pad.. I would be burning the midnight oil and sleep for a few hours before exams, but when I was at the exams my memory was washed out 60%, i just couldn't score good, but somehow i just managed to finish my study till SSC + 2., bcoz my Dad never wanted to spare the rod and spoil the Child, but it was useless. beating us up did no good, we just couldn't do well in our studies.

During the school days, I was sort of  building up a passion for music and was selected every year for the annual day celebration to sing..... I wanted to become a crooner or a drummer... but since i was from a poor family, due to poverty and inferiority complex i just couldn't bring out that passion of mine. I just kept dreaming about it and years passed on with no support or guidance from any source, as to how to follow my dreams.

As I grew up, i had to give up my studies as earning money was more important to support my parents, so i took up a job and was out there, where i seen many youngsters playing for various bands and I was hoping that wish I could be there, that was a far cry then.  Years passed by, my passion and dreams were fading out.... Got busy working, went overseas for many years, earned petro dollars, got married and settled down.  Now All I do whenever  I am at home is,  I hear country music, infact other genres too, but Country is my favorite... This is a consolation for my unfulfilled dream...

But till my last breath, I am hoping one day I will sing some songs for some good occasion. , it just remains a dream hoping ONE day it will happen... How I don't know.Till then I take it as Gods plan, THE best plan.

If any of you have any unfulfilled dreams, please post them.. l love to hear/read.